i am a 19 yr old female with no support at all. i just found out i was pregnant on july 2 of this year im unemployed and im basically homeless. i messed up by trusting an older man, i lived with him for almost a year and when we broke up he kicked me out. after finding out i was pregnant the most he said to me was file for section 8 and its plenty of help out here. this is my 3rd time being pregnant... first i miscarried, then i aborted... and the thing that messes with me the most is i aborted my child on july 2 last year so i feel it very hard to abort again. ive made many mistakes but im scared of making a huge one that id have to live with. i want to raise my child but i dont want to be on the streets with a child. the father says hell be here to support me and the child but thats bullcrap and what makes matters worse is im in a new area that im completely unfamiliar with and when i look for jobs they tell me to come back at the end of the year which will be close to the time of leave. i just still have alot of learning to do because i dont know where to start as far as getting help. i know how to care for a child just not the financials of it...and i definately dont want to do adoption...i want to be a good mother
